I just realized that I haven’t been able to sleep in for a long time. I mean
I have to work weekdays, so I can’t sleep in any of those days. On Sundays
I have church in the morning; can’t sleep in on that day. So that leaves
Saturdays. But even the past few Saturdays I haven’t been able to sleep in.
Last Saturday I went to Magic Mountain, so I had to wake up early. Two weeks
ago I went to Mammoth and I had no sleep overnight then. I think the last
time I had the opportunity to sleep in was New Years Day, 18 days ago. Oh man.
That’s a long time.

And now I’ve been getting up earlier and earlier everyday now. I used to get
up at 8:30 to go to work, but now this week I’ve been getting up earlier to
go play basketball in the morning. Yesterday I woke up at 7:45. Today I woke
up at 7:30. And tomorrow I’m waking up at 7. *sigh*

I’m really looking forward to Saturday. It’s going to be my first day I’ll
be able to sleep in and I’m going to enjoy it. I’ll be able to stay up til 3
or 4 in the morning on Friday and not worry about having to wake up. It’s
going to be great. I’m such a night person. Of course I’ll probabably wake
up at 10 or so just because my body is so used to it. That feels so late now.
But man. That used to be so early back in the college days. Wake up at 10???
Never. I’d wake up at 11 for my 12:00 class. Wake up at noon for my 2:00
class.

I sort of miss college. I hated it, but I miss having all that free time.
I haven’t even had time to play games. I’ll make lots of money working, but
what’s the point? I can make a lot of money to buy all my toys, but I’ll have
no time to play with them.

Well. Hopefully I can get my new guitar this weekend. I’ve been waiting to
buy a new toy.

mmmmm…. Larrivee…